Monday, January 11, 2010

3 months down... 6 to go...

I was getting a bit excited that my weight was starting to go down again- the lowest I've seen recently was 161.4 in early December. I was disappointed though- because what I haven't revealed is that I am, once again pregnant. We found out in early November and then had a miscarriage scare. A few things seemed to be awry- including cramps that nearly had me crumpled into a ball on the floor of a public ladies room one evening. After a trip to the ER- it was confirmed that we were still pregnant and our due date is estimated to be July 2, 2010. So I'll be chronicling my newly allowed weight gain here instead.

Now, I have new concerns- do I automatically go with a c-section because that's what had to happen last time? Do I wait and see? I've made a pros and cons list and no answer seems to be an easy one.

Our wedding is also currently scheduled for May 28, 2011- Memorial Day weekend. Now? The plans feel like they're in limbo. With no anticipated assistance from either of our families and no way to pay for it ourselves we're tentatively rescheduling at this point. Randy's concerned about just finishing his PTA program just two weeks before our wedding date, and I had hoped to be employed full-time by now but to no avail.

I will keep everyone posted. Thanks for reading.